Erica Jong

Is God the one who eats the meat

-Molly Miranda Jong-Fast, age 3 1/2God is the one,Molly,whether we call himHim,or Her,treeform or spewingvolcano,Vesuvius or vulva,penis-rock,or reindeer-on-cave-wall,God is the onewho eatsour meat,Molly,& we yieldour meatup willingly.Meat is ourelement,meat is ourlesson.When our bodies fillwith each other,when our blood swellsin our organsaching for another,body of meat,heart of meat,soul of meat,we are only doingwhat God wantsus to—meat…

I mourn a dead friend, like myself, a good carpenter.

I looked at the book.‘It will stand,’ I thought.Not a palacebuilt by a newspaper czar,nor a mud hovelthat the sea will soften,but a good house of wordsnear the seawith everything plumb.That is the most I can ask.I have cut the wood myselffrom my own forests,I have sanded it smoothwith the grain.I have left knotholesfor the…

Because I am here

to the passionate darkness,you gaze out the windowat the light.My love is the thingthat frees youto follow your eyes,as your love,a sword made of moonlightand blood,and smelling of sexand salt marshes,frees me to gazewith a calm inwardeye.In all your frenzied searchingyou never stoodcalmly at the window.But now the sea,the city and the skyare all seenas…

We sit on a rock

to catch up with us.We have been travelinga long time.Behind us are forests of bookswith pages green as leaves.A blood sun staresover the horizon.Our souls are slow.They walk miles behindour long shadows.They do not dance.They need all their strengthmerely to follow us.Sometimes we run too fastor trip climbingthe rotten rungsin fame’s ladder.Our souls knowit leads…

(In Memoriam Marina Tsvetayeva, Anna Wickham, Sylvia Plath, Shakespeare¹s sister, etc., etc.)

does not need to be beaten.She beats herself.Not with a leather whip,or with stick or twigs,not with a blackjackor a billyclub,but with the fine whipof her own tongue& the subtle beatingof her mindagainst her mind.For who can hate her half so wellas she hates herself?& who can match the finesseof her self-abuse?Years of trainingare required…

Baby-witch,

my worship of the Goddessalonecondemns you to the fire. . .I blow uponyour least fingernail& it flares cyclamen & rose.I suck flames from your ears.I touch your perfect nostrils& they, too, flame gentlylike that pale rosecalled ‘sweetheart’.Your eyelids are tender purplelike the base of the flamebefore it blues.O child of fire,O tiny devotee of the…