Destroyed by ambiguity.

Encouraged to be everything else,Instead of what I wanted to pursue.I was young and self expressive,Then.With opinions I had…I made known,If I chose toOver again!Which I did often.Much of my life lived back then,Was done fast tracked!With many things done…Today would not be condoned!Not like that.And I am not going to settled today,For childlike conversation,And…

For anyone to believe,These traits are not a mandate from God,Take their faith for grantedAnd leave their places of worshipWith nothing more on their mindsBut a social event attended,And a hope they were observed!

She laidWith pimples on her nipples.I asked if they were dimples?She became offended.As if I had requestedTo touch each one.I didn’t.Infact I admired how they were exposed.And she gathered herself and plopped downTo another location…Beached!She was the one who chose to switch and bounce.It was understood…The cellulite she carried was all hers.She made sure the…

Of how you perceive other people to be,Maybe then,You can get on with your life.Without a needed hesitation…In anticipation your beliefs are correct!Since no one is living their life,Awaiting your acceptance.Not based upon your perceptions.Unless…Someone has empathized,In a shared digression.With your determination sold to prove,Just how foolish people can be!And like you,They have absolutely nothing…

But the older one.He has the more experienced presence.‘Why do you say that? ‘He is inconsistent.Clearly irrational.Bares the scars from being abused!Mentally imprisoned in a time warp.And the look of being crazed!He represents their ideal.‘I hadn’t thought about that!Perhaps that is the reason,The race is a close one! ‘

I have been told I am not ‘really’ happy.I am told I hunger for a success that shows.I am told my lifestyle is much too basic.And I wish for things to hear others sing,My praises.Because I made decisions,To release and free myself of tensions.Preferring my peace,Surrounded by more of it…I have split from all conflicts…