Searching still for something more to encompass life, like a caterpillar building itself within.
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Leaves falling within, bringing about recognition of life – the autumn it is in.
of achievement, never getting there – never reallysucceeding.There seems to be no success in life, it cascades down mountainsides, along with waterfalls – beautiful to see,but empty, unfulfilled, like me.There are no hopes inside, triangles push and clatterabout noisily, looking for a way out.Emotions caught up in tiny rapturous moments are dropped,let go of in…
Silently embracing many fears, leashing them to inner strait
Silently crying – no tears falling – slipping into oblivion to keepfrom remembering.Escalating rumors within a mind – connecting unrelated topics tomake true stories.Filled with anxiety, daring not to tread upon pages of someoneelse’s history – falling helplessly along the way.Never being able to walk upright – crawling on all fours – searchingrelentlessly for what…
Darkened windows, too black to see the other side of life.
of china drops.Wallowing in the atmosphere of heavy sadness, watching tearsslowly wend their way down the inside of a window and fallinginto the open pools of my soul.Looking after the debacles throughout life, wanting to disposeof it all, and knowing that it will not go away, because it isall a part of me within.
Staying inside, withdrawing from reality,
I continue to remain a stranger to it’s thoughtof rejection.
Waiting for blossoms of life to return,
Now reality striking, directly showingthat it will never be, because it hasbeen taken forever from me.Standing on a past horizon, lookingforward does no good.It only creates more painful memoriesto continue in my head.Focusing on the yesterday’s that I canlive no more, saddens and disheartensmy soul.Walking away, feeling sorrow, fallingto my knees, awaiting the forgivenessof God…