Unreachable

How could I only
Dream of you all night
Yet can not even
Behold you one moment?

The more I try
To come near you,
The farther you go
Away from me.

My love, how long
Should I dream of you
And be part of this
Strangest game ever?

I do love you
More than life
And will love you
Solely forever.

But if you are
Not the one for me,
Here I let go of
You for your own.

But to love another
I can not forever
I’ll dream of you
Until I cease to exist.

I, silently, wait for
That reply I ought to
Get from my maker
And yours for our good.

This is how, I guess,
It is supposed to be
You are to be unreachable
For me, for life.