You forget the way to dine
Even if you not intoxicated with wine
Age is as such and takes by storm
The relation is growing and remains warm
The lava is cooling inside and tries to come out
All hidden desires and what to talk and not to talk about
It is not the fault mild win or gentle air
Everything is seemed unusual and not fair
It gives me upbeat warning of some danger
I am eloping with unknown and complete stranger
I will fall for him and suffer
Mind clash with heart and differ
Still I submit in recognition
I think I may face admonition
Today he is no more in life
I am away and somebody’s wife
It is cutting through flesh by knife
Life is torn with simple strife
I shall be doing it often
It will be objected by me even
Yet it is same act of surrender
I live under constant fear
There is nothing as such about me
I am not at liberty to feel free
It is some one who comes to me and performs
The act is one sided and does not require to inform
I do not know where do I stand?
Is he life partner or merely a friend?
I think none but mere for mechanical act
Where I lay on bed and does not react
It is killing me from inside
Yet I can do nothing to confide
I have only unknown enemies
Though many may stay near in families
I have nothing to hide except emotions
There remain many unanswered questions
I lay on bed with eyes wide open
Can any one come near make hearts to reopen?