I had viewed my ‘cup’ as being half full.
But I do admit…
I now mind my business.
When I see a ‘mack’ truck approaching someone,
And they are clueless?
I use to warn them.
They use to return those warnings with attitude!
Now I turn my head…
And enjoy a full cup these days!
It’s comforting knowing I can just walk away!
Afterall…
I’ve been told I am too intense.
But it is difficult holding a full cup steady!
With practice,
I am sure I will be fine!
Is born with a cold heart.Beating with a rhythm,That is ready to freeze.No one…Should be expected,To show warmth and love.If none has been surrounding one…Being expressed.Or shown to one how that’s addressed.No child learning to crawl, walk and talk.Grows into an adult…Prepared with maturity.Or an accountability.If no examples of that were ever there!How is one…
My best ‘teachers’ I disagreed with.Yes, I did.Only to realize…Now I value their assessments,Of the ‘me’ I denied existed.To be ‘now’ more of that ‘me’They saw I did not see before.And I am so glad I found myself.With a patience to put ignored pieces together.Feeling ‘whole’ I do.With self examinations through,And completed with no tests…
I am living my life to face fear,And obstacles appearing.Yes!I know that God is near…To protect and watch,My every move!And I do not solicit faith.Or attempt to create,That which God has given!I am here to testify it works.And I am God’s employee.The Almighty…Is my only Boss!
Or preached.And it does not release oneFrom their shacklesTo experience the higher self,As meant to be!To set one free…To be as one should be!It should be abandoned immediately!And one should seek the truth…Only a personal journey can deliver!God will ALWAYS be there to guide that faith,That comes from within!One can not be broken,When the heart…
No one sees as camougflaged.Nick picking pieces of it to bits.Exposing peeks of it to a past…As chips of plasterFell from where it hung real fast.A tension hidden had heated again.Something unmentioned was beginning to win.Indecision and conflict,Was rushed back in.Aborting all the grand plans had.Leaving renovations premature…To sit abandoned,Next to faith and hope trashed!Preferring…
A life adventured and explored!It is understood how some can become overwhelmed.If their steps have been hesitant in debate…As a discussion takes place,To uncover the benefits of something shown.Instead of partaking in the unknown…From safe,But yet inquisitive distances!
