Lawrence S Pertillar

I am the subject of this vortex,

May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

Dripping wet with sweat
In pools of emotion,
Sucking me in!
In exclusive sessions,
Without fear inviting fright.
I want to be vacuumed…
Pulled out of doubt.
Before the struggle to fight it….
Stops me cold and foolishly pouting,
About!
I’ve decided to unwrap myself from the past.
Bare and naked…
Ready to dip into a plunge,
Soaking!
And suddenly I’m embraced,
Feeling on my neck…
The warmth of your breath,
Lacing the air I breathe!
I’m held in a mold so receptive.
And faster beats my heart.
I am released from resistance,
Drowning in a spell of enchantment.
Use me…
Until I am free of complaint!
Use me!
There will never be restaints on my part…
Or whispers insisting rescue!
Use me!
You came to do it…
And I’m willing!

Lawrence S Pertillar

All their lives they sit back to criticize others.

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

To produce nothing to identify they had arrived…Whether to criticize or not.The importance of it goes ignored.As those they found worthy of critique,Often found themselves with little time to speak…Between deeds and opportunities.To leave those with time to find their tomorrows,Chased by limitation and jealousies welcomed.With an abundance of laziness…And no motivation.None to inspire…What having…

Lawrence S Pertillar

I am not one to contemplate exactness.

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

Especially those that are plagiarized…To distort the origins that contradict,From an updated freshness…With a quick paste and clip,To enhance what is not historic.Like myths and legions created,To add more flavor to the actual reality.Instead of sweepers of streets…Some folks are lead to believe,They have royalty in their ancestry!And when someone tells me they know this…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Would you hear my voice,

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

Could you feel the beating of my heart?Or touch the many parts of me I share?Or even knew I was here caring?You wouldn’t know.I’d be a faceless somebody nobody knew.As if that makes a difference,To you right now.Does it?Would you hear my voice,If this was not available?And if this was not available to either of…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Deepening in the quicksand of lies,

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

To clear duped eyes.In sinks the teller!Severs an integrity…Until a mentality slowly disposes.And those lies told,Begin to carry a life of their own.Attacking with a viciousness.Betraying the one who slip them from lips.An ‘innocent’ birth of a lie began its ride,With no idea it did not cover up anything at all.It only stalls the undoing…

Lawrence S Pertillar

You accept all kinds of trash,

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

I can find garbage anywhere…And for me that is not a debate!You would like to qualify,Who you believeIs of a social standing…You can receive and highly rate!But from my point of view…It is all pure nonsense.With none of it connected to my fate!I have a mind that seeks to be challenged.And yours is on the…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Disapproval generally means

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

Going against the grain!AndIf done often enough…The actions draw so much attentionTo disgust those into discussionsAt such an alarming rate to makeDisapproving activities the center of attraction…And the focus of curiosity!Stirring up controversyThat eventually becomes the subject of good taste!With just a touch of sleaze and a dash of slime!

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