Lawrence S Pertillar

I see the ‘me-me I-I’ in you.

May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

Glued to myself too!
Thinking the world didn’t exist,
Until I awakened.
With beliefs that my wants,
Belonged to everyone’s wishes.
And on my tantrum days…
I went ballistic!
If my needs were not being fulfilled!
Whether or not…
It took magic to make my whims realistic.
And then one day I was slapped by truth!
When I took a backseat to a waning youth.
Maturing made that happened.
Glad I am that it did.
I was getting to the point I couldn’t stand myself.
And there’s nothing like watching a grown man in tears…
Because he doesn’t like himself,
Or who he is!
Or what he has done to make others run!
Today I thank God that guy has gone!
Now I deal with someone…
Who thinks he knows more about life than anyone!
And ‘now’ I don’t know which one I’d rather deal with!
At least I am kept entertained!
‘I thought we were talking about me? ‘
We were!
But don’t you think I am a better topic?
Comeon…
Be subjective about it!

Lawrence S Pertillar

Divided.

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

To hide are some.Those in Sun…Have always walked.They never run.Enjoying the exposure of enlightenment!As those afraid of their own shadows…Await for messages that deceive,While those delivering are left pleased.Leaving the few observing the deeds they do…Wishing the many veiled in confused delusion,Spent more time with their heads out from underSmothering sand and molds they make…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Some folks achieve notoriety,

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

Not as a result of the quality…That can be observed.However,With a touch of therefore.It is very difficult to achieve,A sustained quality!Well…For some!But after a while it really doesn’t matter.Folks will diminish one’s ability,To sustain a quality with quanity.It happens.Since the familiarity of it being delivered,Becomes taken for granted.Try maintaining substance over time.It can be done.But…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Where is the opportunity

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

To know that today…Has more purpose than yesterday.Right now,In this moment.Let us be in ‘it’ without delay!Where is the opportunityTo say what was ‘is’ done?Nothing gained is more rewarding…Than to know something fresh has begun!Beating dead horses and riding slow turtles,To make a point that will never be won!Doesn’t do a thing when slinging aged…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Keeping it realistic.

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

I’ve got my charm and focus going.Watching those whose minds flow,Unknowing…Their balled fists keeps them animalistic.I’ve got to keep it realistic…Tired of being analystic,About who did what to whom and where?Why that was done in others affairs?I am staying on top of what I maintain.Trying to rise above those misfits…Unchanged.Who seem encouraged to go ballistically…

Lawrence S Pertillar

Getting attention made easier in steps.

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

For test and adolescent appeal!GettingAttentionMadeEasier in…Steps!These ‘games’ grow tired,For the one who has played them!And undesired by the one…Who does very well,When playing with the best!Games as a whole,Should be put to an emotional rest!

Lawrence S Pertillar

Let’s play ‘Idiots Who Replace Fools For a Day’.

Byammarkhan May 10, 2020May 10, 2020

By all that has happened.And we will stop and congratulate,Everyone for participating…For letting us have our way!We will wear buttons and pins,In support of the huge deficit…All of us helped to find ourselves in!As you and I declare…We wish to bring an end,To those offended…By every tragedy began,We inflicted with intention.And opening doors for more…

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