I had to be this…
And that would resist it!
But this ‘who’ I am,
Became ‘me’ more to ‘myself’.
‘That’ which wasn’t…
Was slow to leave.
I have only been recently pleased!
And the me I am…
No longer searches to be qualified.
I have done that with examined self reflection.
And I am overjoyed.
I have accepted a priority to be me now!
With a full existence…
That feeds and fulfills my soul!
I can say I feel my feet planted on the ground!
Without a step I question with doubt!
If and when obstacles appear on my path…
That is for me to figure out!
And realizing that,
Leaves me feeling fantastic!
I am no longer victimized by my own fears,
Or successes.
All of it…
Is on my journey I’ve embraced!
I wanted to be that.
But I couldn’t.
I had to be this…
And ‘that’ once wished,
Is no longer my concern!
I’ve learned.
And living my life,
As right as I see it.
With this without that to nag…
Has left my faith to lead.