Touch and abandon my inhabitions,
In lustful thoughts I seem to savor.
And I sit on a sand dune…
On the shores of Cape Cod,
Just before dusk.
Thinking of ‘us’!
When there is no ‘us’…
To share the coming sunset,
Yet!
I watch the seagulls dip and dive for fish,
Realizing I must keep my wish alive!
If the tides hold promise to nourish…
Why can’t I be plucked by someone,
Who sees my need to be fed and feed
With unwavering anticipation,
Stored to nibble and taste!
And marooned ship…Needs to be very familiar with the crane operator.No need to inquire about resumés, experience…Qualifications or examine the color of the person.Afterall,THAT nonsense got us here in the first place.Make eye contact.Establish some kind of relationship…That is genuine.And IF we can get this ‘thing’ off the rocks,And back sailing again…That will be a…
And waving to me…As I walked along the street.I did hear horns honking.But I did not separate,One horn meant for me.Between sirens whizzing by…And folks talking as loud as could be,I was out to enjoy my stroll…Not seeking a familiarity,Under every nook and cranny!Or…Looking through faces,For anyone I knew!To chance I might meet…An opportunity to…
And penetrating with quickness.Nothing earthly,Could track this flash!Or detect by radar!Massive the massacre!An intelligence ending all ignorance,Defended!And overnight as those slept…Invisible were the ‘beams’ that crept!Sending signals that awakened consciousness.With a refreshened depthness,None would suspect.Or could arm themselves to protect!A dawning of awareness…Arriving with no contest to test,Not this power!And the hour of unrest stirs!Transfers…
To boost an ego wish!Or that I premeditate secret manipulations…To see adulation for me in your eyes.I believe you hide inside that kind of desire.My mission is just to satisfy my need to see you happy!And when I have succeeded to please you that way…That’s when I ‘get off’.Don’t ask me to explain,Or complain about…
And clearing paths walked,Along a journey stalked by distractions.Will visions accept a guide assigned to lead them?One they were not told or prepared…Would appear before them,With darken skin and kinky hair?One who did not smile…But offered a truth they had not heard in a while.Or would they turn their backs,And declare a wish for darkness?To…
Of their own.Although they do embrace,Misfit manifestations of all kind!Except homosexuality.AIDSAnd HIVAnd yet they fill those churchesLike saintsHaloed and worshipped.They need not teach me about hypocriscy…Nor the brotherhood of mankind,Or the affects of a communal unity!My actions are not low down,As those down low!But they have taught me…To keep my eyes and ears opened.And to…
