trying to find a solution
to over come my lostfulness.
Lights shine bright around me,
but darkness is all I see
for there is no light around
to guide lonely people like me.
Born within the darkness
raised within it to,
but people don’t realize
the hell that I go through.
Loves light never shone on me
and probably never will.
For lonely people like
me have never known love that’s real.
Date unknown
Every minute seemsto stretch itself into fiveand the five into tenand so forth and so on.Waiting is like a time bomb,the more you waitthe more the ticks get louder.You get restless,as it seems to drag onand on and on.Patience is a virtue,but waiting is a killerdrawing out your frustrationand shortening your temperas our calm and…
and my heart was aglow.Out there, everywherea blanket of white lay on the ground.Memories trickled through my mindof a distant place and time long ago.When every winter we would see snow.Now as I have grown olderand my life is in a different worldsnow is a rare occurrenceat least where I live.The snow that comesonly last…
as evolution passed on its way.Silently they stood as sentinelsbut never breathing a word.Waiting and watchingthe downward spiral ofa once lush green planet,grateful they had no feelingsto suffer the sorrow they see.
We think fresh fields are greenerthan the ones that we posses.We think we can find the promised landthe further we travel away.We look and think these thingswithout realizing we have it all.Being who we are,being where we are,for there are millions who thinkour land is the promised land.20 September 2010
So afraid to sayI do.So afraid to sayall the things that matter.So afraid to letthe emotions go,you want to and need to,but something keeps holding you back.You are so afraid to saythe things you really want to say.Therefore, you make excusesto say them another day.5 September 2008
when we are in each other’s arms.Those soft sweet wordsthat only you and I can hearin the stillness of the night.The night is filled with magicas our love blossoms in the airand the angels rejoice in singingthe sweetest songwe will ever hear.A love song for you and me.2 May 2009
