I am here.
Not to intellectualize my emotions.
But to feel them as experienced.
Not to convince!
But to know that they exist.
Whether you see them exposed bared.
Or not!
Or whether I keep them within.
They do not stop.
I live to feel every one of them!
And changing my outer appearance…
Does not excuse the fact,
They are intact.
To be shown.
Beneath an exterior…
One soul only at a time condones.
And inside me this is known.
Like a tree that sits,
Rooted.
If allowed.And it may come with some pain.However…The prospects of a process of healing,Begins some kind of a mending done.Truth…If kept in prolonged denial,Can hurt.The unacceptance of it…Can devastate and create undo agony.If allowed.Some mindsets forbid this!Unwilling to forgive and forget.To bridge the gap between misunderstanding,Comprehension and accepting truth…Reduces conflict on many levels.If allowed.But tremendous…
And is aware of that fact!And yet one who manages another,Where others are employed.Has the audacity to say…They had no idea,How things turned out…In the way they have.But can account for a time,Of having known some excess!But yet can pocket and create excuses,For the disappearance of missing funds!Which one would you hold more accountable?And why…
As a means to prolong the affects of regret!Is way off the course of an announced recovery!But an addict is never satisfied…With those solutions best to try!Instead of seeking a way to detox…To eliminate the presence of cravings.A delivery is sought to block the problem.And administer to just the habit.Hoping what is left that goes…
And circumstances…You’ve been dealt.Reality comes!And nothing that it brings,Will be fantasized for ‘caroling’Welcome this as an awakening gift,Of your joy!Experience your ‘fresh’…And newly discovered focus.
Is outdated…As it should be portrayed.To slay our fellowman,To get an upper hand…Does not sit well,With those ‘deities’ in command.And until we understand that…We will always find ourselves lost in time.Trapped.And where we are now isn’t about that at all!Needless to say…If we continue to disobey,We will receive…A devastation we leave!And it will not be…
The best deeds that are good…Are those deeds lived,And done by the ones who knowWhen and how to give!Getting deeds doneWithout discussions,Weaken good intentions…With diminishing attention given!And spoken words without action,Provide no satisfaction.Although distracts with attraction,That gets everyone talking…And then walking away,Just to say,They promised they would come!They promised to provide support…But not get involved,With…
