She needed to feel more desirable.

Yes!From an initiation process.My parents donated sperm and a womb.With an implantation done.Allowing my birth and breath to breathe.With some uncomfortable yelling…Heard by everyone.So deliberate,My lungs stunned!And from those innocent beginnings,I heard comments made…About which side of the family I was most like.From nose, to eye color…And hair grade.‘…he’s got ‘good’ hair like…? ‘Who I…

Or teased by that which I can do without.I feel a peace within as I go about my way.Betrayals and delays of those promises,Either I made or anticipated in a waiting…For them to be fulfilled and given,Are not on an agenda I keep prioritized.There is something about acceptance,I now realize and prize.I am in the…

And those of the fewWho actually move to get something done…Are examined by the ones big on critique.But the least qualified.

There were those committed,To doing things to get done.Some in relationships and some with none.And the degree of sacrifice,Only those who chose to do it…Seem to be free of complaint.But you…Have grown to become a nuisance!And that apparently is your choice.Since in the background I hear your voice spoken.To distract and add to division.Standing up…

With some symbolized creation,Seen in a church.Because they know a few Bible verses.If you are disrespecting the Earth or nature…You are not into God!If you are disrespecting other human beings…And doing things to others that are nasty and mean,You’re not into God!You are into interpretations.If you have barriers up in your mind like a fence.And…

So relaxed you seem.As if you do not have a care in the world!OOOOWWW!You…you…you!Why did you stomp on my foot like that?‘Quickly…Slow deep breath in,And…release!Now,Where is that inner pain?You see…You didn’t hesitate.It came right out.And each time it gets easier.Until you are able to express yourself…With or without it!It becomes something you begin to deal…