causes a stagnation of personality and a
cruel, mean abusive bearing on others too
sensitive to be near them.
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Waves gently rolling over sands of heaven, washing away
Steadily flowing, breaking away fragile shells of man,replenishing souls with harmony and peace on far awayshores.Storing goodness and mercy in pockets hidden from theview of earth and it’s many setbacks.Stepping lightly over teasing tides, attempting to takelife in stride as much as anyone can on earth.
Looking through dusty, shaded windows, seeking nature at play to lighten my heart for a while.
Bringing about a new season of joyful anticipation, reaching an avenue of great expectations to be fulfilled at last.
Reflections of interior thoughts do not reflect on the outside.
Then all is shown to me in pictures that are worth one thousand words and don’t compare with anything else on earth.
From the deepest within of me is a total emptiness – a canyon of immense depth that will not be filled.
Solitarily silent, walking towards the center of it, can find nothing there.Fervently praying for the Lord to ease the pain if it is His will.If not – asking for the strength and stamina to get through it.As lonely as the middle of the desert – my coffin sits here beside me, waiting for me to…
Stringing up my heart, changing it’s pattern, falling into ravines as I try to stay afloat upon an ocean tidal wave bouncing me apart.
Staying farther away than ever before, accelerating death as I await it’s embrace forever more.
Seething inside, finding it difficult to be here on earth.
Falling away, not caring, wanting death to encompass me completely.There are no soothing words to say, only the abuse and ugly sentences stick in my mind and I fade away into the distance forever.