because I’m so hated by someone
who used to care, and now treats
me like dirt.
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Walking incessantly on a treadmill, looking into mirrored walls on every side.
Next, to a recumbent bike to work out kinks in long-legged strides.Stepping steadily up and down, keeping track of steps – off to the water fountain for a drink.Exercising legs and thighs and stomach in a row – hoping to find an image in the mirror that I can like.
Riding around, trying to lose myself in another dimension – I fail hopelessly.
With no where as a destination and with no one to talk to, I try desperately to hold on to nothing.Reality is at every turn, trying to make me face the black emptiness surrounding me, but I refuse.I stay awake – not wanting to fall asleep – afraid I might drown in nightmares that run…
Questioning circumstances of latent behaviors, ignoring all the anxieties and stresses of life’s excuses.
Sectioning all particles of atoms into beads of necklaces from long ago hippies, delivering their messages of peace and love.Enjoying their beautiful talents and being contented with their styles of life while combining all aspects in communes of satisfaction.
Living life in retrospect becomes themes for my poetry
Beauty sanctifies interior images of love and family.Soulful moments drape themselves around my mind fillingit with literature of tomorrow when I am no longer hereto write it.No longer constantly flowing from this heart in joy andtears from remembrance.Taking away from life not just my being, but my presenceon earth.
Forwarding myself into nature’s surrounding atmosphere, instantly feeling calm and peaceful, intuitively becoming one.
Finding what I’m looking for, each time I see landscapes before me, knowing how lucky I am to be exactly who I am.There is no other me, I’m at peace with myself and can transfer that same feeling of peace to others in my life.Yet, some do not respond positively towards me.Somehow they turn negatively…
Strength waning, feeling out on a limb
Keeping together by thought placed in manypoems throughout life.Precluding any possible missteps whilemoving forward.