Sitting in recognition of total annihilation by another throws me into a tornado of rejection which I can’t escape from until it sets me down in a destruction of my very soul.
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Nothing feels good to me at this moment,
There’s no justification in life, it’s justwhat it is – nothing more or less.Stepping always to an inner rhythm, at leastit drowns out all the suffering, disappointmentand abandonment felt within, caused by other’sviolating my space in life.
Pulling curtains from my mind, watching life live
Holding safely, all endeavors, including videosof entire lifetimes, being kept hidden from viewuntil they’re shown in forms of words and set inpoetry.Organs of beauty play their music harpily, gently,into scores of etudes for operettas stashed incomplacent neurons and synapses, awaiting theirdiscoveries on later dates.
Not realizing the pain held so tightly within bodily limits –
Wondering how anyone could hold so much sorrow and sadness.How could it be contained in one so utterly human.
Awaiting quietly, the destiny of my soul, anticipating the
Sparkling with delight and beautiful feelings, wanderingamongst desires of a wholesome life.Shadows slowly bending with the wind, allowing unfinishedpatterns to fall upon an ebony delight of yesterday’s value.Cascading brilliantly through quiet darkness of night,flowing gently over everything in sight.Hammering away the shape of yesterday with musicalcoquettishness, looking forward to moving strains of melody’s impetuous insistence…