How much more

And not backward.To forgive and let live instead.And leave what was done…In the past,Where it is.Dead!Times have changed and so have we.I agree I miss you.But it’s not a desperate need.I miss the innocence…Prior to those nasty arguments.And I’ve taken the blame…For anything you claimed I have done.Even taking a chance,Something may trigger and enhance…What…

Ingredients used?A perception of kindness.When introduced,For purposes to reduce a ‘selected’ opponent.Thus starting the art of deception.Use this to exclaim a reason to fear approaches.It all has been there from the ‘arrival’.Rivals quickly became the feast,Upon which to feed ignorance.Manifest ignorance and market its value.Lay a tax upon its importance.Dangle loans and credit…With teased dreams…

By this directive.That’s exactly what I did.I flew that kite to heights unknown.After holding on tightly to the cord…I soared.And grateful was I for the advice.Normally I would have felt insulted.Quickly to argue.To heat into conflict…With those prepared to ignorantly fight.But as the old saying goes…Through thick or thin lips,It pays to listen.You never know…

I wont pretend my pain will endMany scars and shattered wounds held.Sunlit nights and darkened days…Find my hands bloodiedAttempting to protect buckeling kneesDescending.As I come to rest,Upon a bed of gravel!Too wasted to pretend logic!

And morally pathetic!And this might reflect,The best that they can give.Since everything else they’ve done…Has them depicted lower than scum!Proving they can undo one’s quality of life.With heartless precision.And declarations to insist this sickness is right.What purpose serves the conflicts…If land we stand on is being to foreigners sold?Who today is left believing,All the lies…

He remembers the innuendoed gossip…And the slander done to him,Still within him often remains.He remembers his loved ones…As some withered and died.He remembers crying alone,With no one to confide.He remembers his struggles,With aches in his body that persisted.He remembers failed relationships…With those who could not resist,Communicating nothing but lies and conflict!He remembers all of it,And…