I hate you!

I knew nothing of to ignore!And when you introduced me,I stood and trembled on the floor.You gave me bliss I miss right now!That’s what I’m looking for!You brought something no one else can.A life that dared with flare to command!No one I’ve met or will meet will be you!You’ve spoiled me…And I know this now…

Those actions I did then…Were tolerated and condoned by someone else,Who I respected as an adult and it reflected.Whether or not I accepted.And from those who taught me,The difference as I grew.I knew when I matured…So few did that too.And while they now make excuses,For everything that they do…Or not.Expecting to be dismissed…Like children throwing…

Of our sentiments.The only absence felt…Comes when we must condone,Our separate callings.You there in creative sacrifice you give.And I am here receiving…Your touch that makes my breathing,Worth the life I live!Contiguous is this giving between me and you.To last as we share,Throughout eternity that keeps us aware…When that special touch is there,Connecting!

While another walks free…And clearly is the worse enemy,By exposing ‘his’ insanity…With reasons that are deemed justified!And upheld by thoseWho see nothing wrong that is exposedOr out of place by disgraceful eventsNo one with common sense would allow!And these are the days of our lives.

How can one go through the motions to pray…For answers they ignore and don’t hear!How can one accept moments of doubt,When they shout about having faith and beliefs?And when they seek relief from obstacles to overcome…They wonder why they are alone in their grief!Many choose going through rituals to abuse,Themselves…With weaknesses,They think God wants them…

But they are not plantedOn urban streets to bloom.They would not be given that opportunity.Although weeds are encouragedTo grow between the cracks,Where broken glass settles.And tourists are re-routed…To view a revitalized naturalness!Beautified without the aid of sunglasses,Or weeds to spoil the experience.A manicured reality,Entices those deluded by the goodnessOf life and all it offers!