I’ve been looking for your replacement.

As told to me as it should be from you.I want to believe your heart is true.I want to believe this…But I feel I am being screwedTo someone’s satisfaction,And at my expense too.I want to believe what you say you do,But it looks more like prostitution.I want to believe your services renderedAre no more than…

You want everything you wish,To carry in your backpack.You want my tears to display a sensitivity!You want my heart to be yours to break.You want to take my love…Even though what you give is fake.You want me to crawl at your beck and call.But I am not available…For that subservience at all!Not today.I’ve given myself…

Unless, of course…You are worth millions?And in that case you can disregard my comments,As flippant rantings of a fool…That has taken leave of his senses!And was sharing obnoxious statements,Of those I have encountered in unconscious thought!So…are you?‘Am I ‘what’? ‘Worth millions, dammit? !

And what I choose next,To think.That brings an understanding.Has been commanded by My Father.And I follow.Faithfully everyday,With each step I take.Has been commanded by My Father.And I follow.Sometimes with my head up in the clouds,I follow.Sometimes with doubts that come and I allow,I follow.Sometimes in the rain to get soaked with regret.Feeling I have not…

That is why I didn’t come by to see them,Before they passed away.’Excuse:‘I know I should have asked youHow you were doing!But I was told you were doing fine,And that’s why I hadn’t called! ‘Excuse:‘Even though I know most of our relativesAttended.I didn’t get an invitation.My father got one.I should have received one too! ‘Excuse:‘I…

You and I could lift ourselves above…The agonies expressed by those in protest.We could eliminate hunger and despair.And remove homelessness from sight.You and I can do those things…Changing the wrongs to delightful ‘rights’!If we sat down to concentrate,On all things we could do…We would not live lives in conflict.We would live lives being renewed!If together…