Jesus came back into my life.

I wanted to have ‘things’I could touch and show.And I was teased.I was ‘allowed’ to have a few of these…Before they were taken away.They had to go.I was not doing what My Father wished.And obstacles placed on my path,Became harder to dismiss.I was spoiled,And My Father knew this.And He wanted to teach me.And I refused…

‘Why didn’t you say something…Before you punched me in the nose? ‘I’ve been taught to be courteous and polite!Regardless of the circumstances.

Judged in misguided confidence…Sitting on fences of definitions unexplored.Convinced thoughts of dismay are shared realities!From perched undecisiveness,Like birds who chirp with wings clipped.Wishing to fly but stunting motivation.Dipped in gossiped sorrow.Not so say those in flight to test!A growth observed is personalized…In quests admitted that lifts determination.Reaching for plateaus beyond limitations set.Specific regrets are broken…

Would my deeds be dispersed…And dispensed?What would be the benefit…If I should exhaust my time,Just for the goodness of it?And if I am expected to produce my best…Would you make it a priority,To ensure my needs are met?And when I am done to your satisfaction…Would you make it clear,Your appreciation is sincere?Or would you do…

And crystallizes a maturity.This is not often seen…Where folks are committed to irresponsibility.Where folks schedule their activities…Between being uninvolved and making party scenes.Entertainment escapes made accessible and free…Are generally observed,Where people are not concern.And quickly display disrespect for themselves.As they show a lack of discipline.And an absence of identity.Those like this often call for unity.And…

And things are getting out of hand…To leave some feeling quite upset.A groaning moaning,Is heard from dusk ’til dawning.A smile once there…Is now a frown most give and get!Have we been hoo-dooed,By someone doing voodoo.What had been up…Is now topsy-turvy.That half filled cup,Is leaking towards the bottom.Could it be bad luck…That a rut is stirring…