This has been always true.
But only now i know it.
It is unbearable
to turn away from the light
which is the source of my ecstasy.
I realize
any other possibility is false.
(This was published in Poetfreak under the name of Genovamaaa. Genova was my beloved mother. She died at the young age of 38. I want to keep her name alive as long as I am alive) .
Philanthropic ideasor any concernfor the commongood or any regardfor social orderbased on therule of law,are based solelyon theism andindividualaccountabilityafter death.
Ich bin nicht in meiner eigenen Mama herangewachsen.Gottes Engel flogenvom mächtigen Himmelreich zu dirund legten michin deinen heiligen Leib.Ich bin nicht in meiner eigenen Mutter herangewachsen;Gott wollte es so.Ich war so glücklichin meiner neuen Höhle der Liebe,in deinem heiligen Leibund schlief dort friedlich.Die Engel beobachteten mich.Sie beteten,um mich immer sicher zu bewahren,bis ich auf Erden…
by the apparant affectiona female is able to giveto itspuppies.But it schoks uswhen we see how cruelthat same animal can beto other animals whoare not her offspring.Human loveis notmerelyEmotional.It contains anelement of insight.Besides lovingher childrena mother alsoloves other children.
David of the Old Testamentsummarizes himself this way:‘As for me, I am poor and needy,but the Lord takes thought for me.’This resonates deep within me.David’s strength grew outof his comprehensive sense of weakness,and his confidence in God’s strength.Ref.The end of Psalm 40
of God’s greatcompassion forthe plight of widowsand older women,who are alonein the world.We see examplesof His gracioussensitivity towardsthose that are poor,advancing in years,and bereft of anycomfort or supportfrom their menfolk.
to find peace of the mind,to numb, dousingwith alcohol, orengorging with food,or, if we are of a certainsituation, simply goingfrom one good thingto another, rarelyconsidering theresponsibilitiesinherentin our depth,
