Thinking there’ll be a time in the near future when I’ll lie down and be done with it all.
Fragrantly sensing heaven’s gardens, no longer waiting, walking down rose paths in lights of bluened illumination.
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Life tangles us in mazes of energy, twirling us into blackest abysses with no exits to use.
Slowly walking around without a light to guide or lead, finding ways to begin anew each day.
Echoes sounding through the ages, bringing me into acres of belief, now that I’m much older.
Solemn thoughts of saddened beauty taunt inner dimensions of my heart, taking my soul into depths only I can understand.
Likelihood of being stipulated, encases me in a spiral of illusion, taking me to depths never shown before in my mind.
Touching emptily, the sadness of a lifetime with feelings of remorse, bringing beauty into the crystal tears of grief.Tasting the bittersweet joy of love and desire as it is drained slowly from without in hands of people envious of what talent I have.Staring vacantly inward, I respond by writing of it’s painful loneliness in space.
Beating drums in the background, leading us down lanes of yesterday.
Total loss stranding everyone in abysses of darkness.Forgotten, just like vows that were made when so much younger, never to return again to yesterday.
Desperation in my soul does not reflect in the sound of my voice.
A lump of tears jerks itself into my throat, and I do not want tolet my eyes partake of it’s salted despair.Wiping my mind with the tissue of my soul, carefully, gently, soas not to tear what I know I cannot hold.So insidiously feeling turmoil go through me like an ocean in asevere storm.Holding on…
Returning joys felt in childhood, feeling their innocent beginnings filling me again through an artistic grace of musical songs – being played over and over again in my mind.
Silently, sounding new ideas into areas of my brain, untouched until just now.Enjoying their splendid feelings as they fit my style of being from now on.