Rolling, darting in and out, not caring what the outcome will be, just escaping the hell inside, covering me like dirt upon my grave.
Markers not marking my presence, not ever wanting to be found, not even after death has taken me to my final resting place above.
Similar Posts
Sections of life have parted and are now showing
Soulfully, I sit back, hoping to find answers tothis excruciating mystery of being.Wanting to eliminate all these difficulties,knowing that it would also eliminate me in theinterim.Sitting here, waiting for the decisions of our Lordto issue forth and let me know when to lie down andlet Him take me home.
Political spin is out there, claims a council woman, again making excuses for city government’s failure to balance the budget.
Having been getting paid more than they deserve, not wanting to give an inch to help out, they stand before us spouting words that never reach their hearts, and hands that refuse to give to those in need.
Talented couples all singing karaoke tonight.
Sending entertainment into labyrinths and mazes.Allowing their voices to sooth us before we have to leave and go home tonight.
Living on edges of oblivious conversations, hearing, yet not listening to anything that’s said.
Within a handheld mind, luxurious models of life can be played with and then returned to shelves from whence they came.Lumbering down slides of sand, gently erasing memories over time, eroding into eternal waters and carried out to sea.Waves rising and crashing, enveloping in their white foamy arms, an entire person wrought from God.
Everywhere I look – everywhere I see – Mom is looking back at me.
There is no more reason for my being or doing anything.I am my only reason now. It’s lonely. I feel abandoned.Even family can’t fill this emptiness.Will it ever end? Will the pain and sorrow always be this acute?The knowing of her death sears my brain.It awakens me all hours of the night.For no reason I…
Whenever around music, I fell it’s rhythm interiorly,
in poems of life and events I’m experiencing and livingthrough.