Curious at every turn, I search for meanings, purposes, definitions, thinking I may find at least one of them.
It never happens, yet I keep looking, hoping, praying that I may be one of His chosen ones – being brought to His heavenly gardens where I know at last, I’ll be safe at home again, family and all, together now for an eternity.
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Being gently misted as a breeze rushes over me,
Letting it blow, tossing and tangling my curls asI continue to write.Getting lost in deepened caverns, seeking pathwaystowards beauty’s solace where I can watch itexclusively.Feeling it’s spirit enter my being gently,reassuring all atoms of self that I’m where I belongright now.
Wanting past memories to come alive and be brought into reality’s realms again, can never happen because once
to do so – no matter how much we wish things could be different.
Not being able to get out of the hospital and go to the cafe to listen
Feeling saddened by this predicament and wanting to be extracted from it as soon as possible.Wandering up and down interior pianos, poetry wanting to be expressed in talented voices, singing karaoke in the night.After effects culminating in blanket strands of tonight’s inherent rhythms, being put to sleep without being soothed in musical melodies and written…
Withered, solemn, deep in thought, concentrating on existing for a while longer, yet not really wanting to.
Now ready to get past it, move forward and settle sights on horizons of beyond.Lifting spirits, floating towards new experiences, hoping to be energized in a new dimension of life on the other side of earth’s curtains.
A lonesome soul sitting at a table in an upscale restaurant, whooping and hollering within a drunken stupor.
Sadly, heckling musicians as they earn a living, doing what they love best.Loneliness makes fools of those who turn to drinking to solve their problems.
Wondering what I’m doing in this cold and lonely life, curiously filling up space and time.
Spiraling into a downward spin of death, allowing self to be dejected, because of abandonment of other people.Not realizing in depths of sorrow, that there are alternatives to living.