my mind held at bay,
trying to anticipate
the fury and anger as
it roars through my system.
Taking sanity and playing
Russian roulette with it.
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Standing off, facing no one, afraid to spell out the truth, even to best friends – soul-mates.
Feelings get hurt and bruised, hearts are broken, tears come unbidden, freely, totally, uncompromisingly.Filling empty hearts and minds with emotional abandonment.Unfulfilled promises are piled high inside, a mind keeping track of each and every one, photographically being remembered for an eternity.
Time-watchers looking to future’s opening doors,
moons – waiting to be spun into poems of quiet beauty.Associating them all with hopes in tomorrow’s destiny;fate taking them by hands of clocks, watching circlesgather in sentences for a blissful eternity.
Riding around town has left me feeling lost and down tonight.
What is wrong? What is different about this dark and lonely night?It isn’t a lack of love or anything like that – just an emptiness inside that can’t be quenched.Why tonight?Will this cold numb feeling ever go away again?How much longer can I go on driving – looking for the thing that will fill me…
Emotions flowing into the ocean, turning tides into waterfalls of sorrow, deafening my mind as I move into a place of grief’s importance.
Assuaging my soul as I cry into the night without any comfort.