I made up in my mind,
I had to give You much more time…
To recover from a hopelessness,
That seemed easy for me then to find!
With devotion and loyalty,
You finally came to comfort me!
And I now admit I had first resisted…
With beliefs You did not for me,
Could come to really exist to relieve!
But nothing in my heart,
Can now tear us apart…
You ‘ARE’ there and in prayer,
I feel blessed and quite lifted!
I’ve come to realize,
You are my total prize!
Am I angry…Or mad?Not at all!I just want those observing,See you do ‘something’ constructive!
Will be returned to me?But I’ve only doneWhat my ancestors before me have shown!You mean to tell me I will be paid backFor what to me was unknown?Hey…That may take thousands of years?Oops!I can’t even hide from what others did?Even though my intentions,Were to ensure a great life I alone would live?‘Well…I wish I could…
For us.The first time you denied my touch…Our relationship had ran out of ‘fizz’.What did it?Did you know I was just expecting sex without love?Then when I’m done,I’m gone?You knew that!You had to.I was taking you for granted,And this you knew!The first time you denied my touch…It was me.Not you.And I knew it too well!The…
The ‘now’ is to be lived!And with it lessons learned.To wish for that which no longer exists,Implies a resistence to what ‘is’…And the mentality associated with it.A recovery is done when one moves on.In acceptance of what has been lived,Has to be let go…Since it is gone.There is nothing from yesterday,That will be replayed again…
Than the value of the house.I am like that too.With one difference.I skyrocketed in value.Once it was known…You enjoy the visual side of life.With ‘things’ now gone.Living ‘realities’ tattered!And I am about living life…To soar beyond my wildest dreams.And I could not see myself restricted to ‘things’!Imprisoned and smothered.
How you feel.What to feel.How to think.And what those thoughts are.If you have them.Only to discover,They are not the center of your universe.Nor do you wake up,With them first on your mind.And when you express the time you spend,Has nothing at all to do with them.They become upset,When you express…Your mind is at peace.And at…
