I made up in my mind,
I had to give You much more time…
To recover from a hopelessness,
That seemed easy for me then to find!
With devotion and loyalty,
You finally came to comfort me!
And I now admit I had first resisted…
With beliefs You did not for me,
Could come to really exist to relieve!
But nothing in my heart,
Can now tear us apart…
You ‘ARE’ there and in prayer,
I feel blessed and quite lifted!
I’ve come to realize,
You are my total prize!
And now since we’ve gotten older,You want me to accept your practiced apologies.My suspicions of you aren’t overcomed.I’ve been victimized by your tongue.And your abilities may be a bit rusty!But someone who deceives…Like the way you’ve doneTo others and with me!What would make you think I would forget…How a sleaze and greasy person like you,Could…
Provide sightseeing touristsAn atmosphere remembered,They can take home with them.A season to welcome with suntans adorned,These climates bring flavor…To a melting pot that warms.It would work if this deliberateness,Was a thing seen at nightfall…And not bar hopping during noonday trips.People on boards and different committees,Created to select…A racial combination,Not found in most cities.And those who…
In no specific need…Thinking of you.Solitude embraces,And I am tracing through…A memory when two,Like us…Knew love!Blue with cloud cover,With no you to do.Or me to hold you,Exposing a heart to bleed to prove.I am not one bit,Bitter as I sit.As emptiness visits!This is it,And real…Doing me!And blue has cast me muted,Doing subdued.In no specific need…Thinking…
I don’t expect you to acknowleged anything I do.I am not on that mission.Seeking attention of that kind has been fed.However…What I do expect,Is a clue you know something about self respect.And so far I suspect,We both have become disappointed.
They believed truth could be dismissed.Like a white lie told from lips.But truth is unresisting.It hits like a ton of bricks.And could care less,Who denies its existence.And those living without it…Now find their lives in a mess.The hour of truth has arrived.And recognizing it,Catches many by surprise.Why?Because so many believed,It was something they could create.Like…
And now you’re so far in debt…You may as well stay there!It wouldn’t be cost effective to bail you out!‘Feast or famine? ‘You talking to me?You sat on pews to pray.Drove many a day past meWithout a nod or a sign that we had met.That you are going through a ‘phase’Is something I regret…Like the…
