Waiting for the go ahead, watching death come around, bringing it’s shadow to bear upon my mind.
Placing my entire being on call, awaiting a knowing to appear in my mind, justifying my demise.
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Lights flashing off and on with every image and color, showing themselves exclusively to inner screens of photographic landscapes.
Just feeling all of the extraordinary feelings sets emotions flashing like fireworks in the sky on the fourth of July.
Watching our son, once again behind a McDonald’s counter, working, doing his best to become a manager and run his own store.
Smiling, respectful, treating everyone the same while making each customer feel special.Giving directions, cleaning, cooking, taking orders, all done with meticulous sincerity, as he steps on the runway, taking off into his new future.
Walking, walking, on and on.
Don’t want anyone to catch up.Just walk, think and forgeteverything in the back of your mind.
Smiling interiorly as music and it’s rhythm calms and soothes my brain.
Gently, laid to rest, no more hopes or dreams, just tones of rhythm keeping me in a quiet, serene atmosphere that no one can interfere with no matter how loud or insistent they happen to be.
Patterns of extreme decoration fall upon my sight as I sit in a book, writing away my heart in deference to an unwielding manner of sophistication.
Secluded from an entire lifetime, sequestered in folds of yesterday’s misery and faulty thinking.Solitary openings into nether worlds even shut themselves before I can enter, trying to escape this inferno of undeniable hell on earth.Losing all identity, forgetting who I am as I pass into nothingness and am disapprovingly gone.
Soundlessly developing rhythms, filling a soul with
delightful puzzling depths of intrepid silence.Standing on sidelines and edges of thought, becomingpuzzles for musical instruments and voices.Playing with notes, fingering beats of mysticproportions, enlivening spirits and most beautifulwondrous creative genius.